Perasaan

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Assalamualaikum everyone :)

How r u today? Hehe. Disebabkan kebosanan yang agak terlebih dos, tetiba terasa macam nak update blog pula petangII camgini. Kerja ade, assignment banyak tapi malas la nak buat sekarang. TimeII camgini sesuai untuk tidur je, betul tak? Kekeke. 

Harini tak tau la ek nak update pasal ape, tapi tetibe terasa macam nak update pasal perasaan.

Korang tau kan maksudnya :)

So lately, I accidentally fell in love again. Opps...

Haha, takde la. Bukan jatuh cinta, tapi just suka kat seseorang. Hehe. But the truth is, I fell in love to easily. Senang senang senang sangat suka kat orang but however perasaan ni tak tahan lama pun. Kejap je. Cukup satu sem, sem depan suka orang lain pulak. Haha. Tapi  saya tidak mempermainkan perasaan orang okay. I just like to see them at kolej tapi tak pernah tegur pun and the chances that the person don't know me are also very high. Hampeh tak? Haha. #foreveralone

My BIGGEST problem is I get bored tooo easily. Cepat rasa bosan dengan orang yang sama. Lelaki especially. Yeah, it's a bad thing I know. But it's just who I am. Risau juga ek, kalauII dah kahwin nanti, tak sampai berapa tahun dah cerai. Nauzubillah min zalik. HarapII tak la sampai ke tahap camgitu kan. So thats why, agaknya sampai sekarang Allah still belum temukan saya dengan jodoh saya, maybe he knows better what's best for me and I will always accept my fate with an open heart :) Insyaallah, allah akan ketemukan jodohku bila tiba masanya nanti. 

But right now, I think it's better if I focus on my studies first, bukan ape, but I get distracted to easily. In my opinion, no offence please. Couple is too distracting for me as I am now still a student studying to get a better future, not only for myself but also my family. Nanti lepas dah habis diploma further degree and than dah kerja barulah masa yang paling sesuai untuk berfikir pasal couple and yang lebih indah, perkahwinan. Huu, tak sabar nak ada baby nanti. Hehe :) Sebaik-baiknya bercinta lepas kahwin, tu lagi best tu :D

*Note to future husband:

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatuh. I know it's a bit to early to say this but all I want to say is thank you for being the person that I love the most in my life. I promise you that I will be the best wife you could ever had. I will cook for you , clean the house, take care of our kids, love you every single day and take care of you. I hope that you will stay faithful to me even when I'm old, fat and ugly. Please promise me that we will love each other forever till Jannah. Insyaallah. I know I'm not perfect, nobody is. But thank for accepting me for who I am not for what I am. I may not be the prettiest, the cutest and the skinniest person in the world but thank you future husband, for marrying me. I hope that you will change me into a better person and a better muslimah, i know that you would lead me to the right path and you will always love me only because of lillahi Ta`ala. I love you.

Ya Allah, aku bersyukur dengan apa yang telah kau berikan padaku kini. Kau lebih mengenaliku dari sesiapa pun di muka bumi ini. Ketemukanlah aku dengan jodoh yang baik bila tiba masanya nanti. Aminn :) xx