Assalamualailkummmmmmmm! Okayokay, saya baru lepas blogwalking ni, pastu kan kan saya moleh pulak terbaca entry yang laike sweet gilaaaa and awesome gilaaa. Entry tu pasal dia jumpa dengan boyfriend dia lepas setahun lebih kot tak berjumpa. Hmm, jeles ni jeles gilaaa ni. Haihh.

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Idk why but I feel so lonely right now.

 *sigh*

*looking outside the window*

Lost letter

Assalamualaikum. Hai awak. Awak apa khabar? Lama tak dengar khabar dari awak kan. Dah 2 tahun kot. Saya tahu awak dah lupa kat saya kan, ala, takpe saya tak kisah pun. Saya harap awak bahagia di samping orang yang tersayang. Awak, awak tak ingat pun kan kat saya, tapi saya selalu ingat kat awak. Saya nak sangat contact awak tapi saya takut. Saya takut awak dah tak kenal saya lagi dah.

Awak, saya tahu saya siapa. Saya bukan siapa-siapa pun bagi awak tapi awak tahu tak, dulu awaklah segala-galanya bagi saya. Awak ingat lagi tak teddy bear yang awak bagi kat saya dulu. Present saya time hari jadi. Awak sanggup datang rumah saya, semata-mata nak hantar present tu. Terima kasih awak. Saya masih simpan lagi tau, elok je saya jaga dia. Tidur sambil peluk dia sebab dulu awak kata kalau saya rindu kat awak, awak suruh saya peluk bear tu. Hmm. Dulu pun awak kata kalau saya teringat atau rindu kat awak, awak suruh saya tengok bintang kat langit. Awak kata awak suka tengok bintang, saya pun sama. Awak kata saya bintang, awak bulan. Bulan akan sentiasa bersama dengan bintang tak kira apa pun kan.

Tapi awak kat mana sekarang? Semua janji-janji awak masih saya ingat lagi. Satu hari nanti, saya masih lagi berharap yang awak akan ingat saya. Awak kata awak nak hidup semati dengan saya sampai kita tua sama-sama. Tapi tak sempat pun saya umur 17 awak dah tinggalkan saya. Tapi takpelah awak, saya terima semua ni dengan redha, mungkin dah takde jodoh untuk kita bersama kan b. B saya harap awak sentiasa gembira dan semoga awak berjaya kelak ye. Oklah, sampai disini sahaja ye b. Ini coretan terakhir saya kepada awak.

Yang sentiasa merindui,

;)

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Hey hey hey. Assalamualaikum and selamat malam kepada kamu yang sedang membaca ni. Harini mood kurang baik so post kali ni pun agak kurang baik juga la kan. Hmmm.

Okay, nak tanya. Apa perasaan korang kalau korang nak sangat benda tu and dah tunggu lama sangat untuk memiliki benda tuu pastu suddenly tak dapat? Apa korang rasa? Mesti sedih kan. Itulah apa yang aku rasa sekarang ni. Kenapa ek, kenapa semua yang aku nak, semua yang aku harapkan pasti takkan berlaku. I don't understand and it doesn't make any sense at all. I only wanted one thing in my life and that is a happy family. Is that so much to ask for?

Actually, there'a a lot of things I want in my life.

While in my teenage years:
a boyfriend
a happy family
a collection of THE SIMS 3 include all expansion packs
a cat that is so fluffy I'm gonna die
a fairy godmother that exist
thin or at least 25kg smaller
finished my diploma and degree
a happy family

By 23+ years old:
an awesome career with a high salary
a husband that I can rely on, who doesn't cheat on me, who can hold my hand and lead me to the right path, who treats me like a women should be treated.
a nice car
a nice house
kids. I want twins because twins are awesome. Probably 2 twins= 4 children. 2 boys 2 girls :)
happy family
giving my parents a nice and easy life

40+ years old:
kids all grown up
living my life with my husband
going to mekkah
going on our 2nd honeymoon
watch my kids graduate from college or university
travel the world
die happily :)


Those are my future goals in life. I just want a simple and a happy life. That's it. As long as I'm happy, that's good enough for me. As you can see, I have everything plan out, this is what I want in my life. Goals. I know it sounds cliche but do I look like I gaf? No. Anyway thanks for reading kind people. Love you.

Hey guys. I know. Dah lama saya tak update blog. I'm sorry, it's just that I dont have time to the other things besides studying and doing my freakin assignments during the whole ramadhan, which sucks very bad because first off IT'S RAMADHAN for crying out loud. We are supposed to be fasting but instead here I am doing my assignments non stop. Okay sorry, I'm a bit emo today.

But luckily, awesome news. My assignments is about 87% done and thank Allah it's finally RAYAAAAAAAA :D
So, by this I would like to wish everyone SELMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI AND MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN :) today is raya keempat. So masih belum terlambat lagi kan kan kan ;)

So far, raya was awesome. Still sempat shopping raya dengan family and kemas rumah, buat kuih and masak. Haha. Loads of fun. My dad is at home too during the raya week. At least, I get a taste of how it feels like to be a happy family like we used to be. Anyway, that's all I have to say for now. Goodbye :)