02 September 2011

Hello yellow

Hey hey hey. Assalamualaikum and selamat malam kepada kamu yang sedang membaca ni. Harini mood kurang baik so post kali ni pun agak kurang baik juga la kan. Hmmm.

Okay, nak tanya. Apa perasaan korang kalau korang nak sangat benda tu and dah tunggu lama sangat untuk memiliki benda tuu pastu suddenly tak dapat? Apa korang rasa? Mesti sedih kan. Itulah apa yang aku rasa sekarang ni. Kenapa ek, kenapa semua yang aku nak, semua yang aku harapkan pasti takkan berlaku. I don't understand and it doesn't make any sense at all. I only wanted one thing in my life and that is a happy family. Is that so much to ask for?

Actually, there'a a lot of things I want in my life.

While in my teenage years:
a boyfriend
a happy family
a collection of THE SIMS 3 include all expansion packs
a cat that is so fluffy I'm gonna die
a fairy godmother that exist
thin or at least 25kg smaller
finished my diploma and degree
a happy family

By 23+ years old:
an awesome career with a high salary
a husband that I can rely on, who doesn't cheat on me, who can hold my hand and lead me to the right path, who treats me like a women should be treated.
a nice car
a nice house
kids. I want twins because twins are awesome. Probably 2 twins= 4 children. 2 boys 2 girls :)
happy family
giving my parents a nice and easy life

40+ years old:
kids all grown up
living my life with my husband
going to mekkah
going on our 2nd honeymoon
watch my kids graduate from college or university
travel the world
die happily :)

Those are my future goals in life. I just want a simple and a happy life. That's it. As long as I'm happy, that's good enough for me. As you can see, I have everything plan out, this is what I want in my life. Goals. I know it sounds cliche but do I look like I gaf? No. Anyway thanks for reading kind people. Love you.